Yesterday was a very weird day (and hectic i shud add)......i did not have a second to spare.....coffee to door ki baat hai, i drank half the amount of water i usually do! the worst part is that it was all spent in doing non value adding stuff....i.e. co-ordination work.....non value adding but most important in a team nevertheless......khair somehow i managed to run and catch the 7.30pm bus (and yes, i had to work from home!)....i had never seen such a big crowd!!! both the aundh buses were overflowing!!! i think everybody wanted to leave at 7.30 yest.....U realise the value of ipod in these situations :-) the music started and all the discomfort and crowd around me seemed to melt away as i was transported into my own world (btw yeh 'own world' se aaj kal bahut prob ho rahi hai.....ppl keep calling me and get hurt when i dont hear them....)
I listened to a few fav songs after such a long time....And when I listen to songs like "Top of the World", "When you say nothing at all", "It must have been love", "Leaving on a jet plane","Words", "Nothings gonna change" and NO FACE , no image, no memory comes in my mind/sub concious.....i m alone in my world.....then I can say that I have finally arrived!!! So now I can proudly face myself and feel that my peace and happiness have been really earned....it was the high point of my day and a symbol of the end of my struggles and tribulations of the past couple of years.....because you can fight the whole world with conviction but fighting with yourself is a lot tougher.......
Well, i had escaped from office so that i cud do some shopping since there was nothing to eat at home.....and whom do i meet at spencers?? a long lost batchmate from engg days.....itna bada coincidence....since i never go to spencers at that time....and god how people cannot change!! he is still the same (at least in looks:-)).....it feels good to meet people you have known in another era......u relive those days and wonder if such an era did exist......was it reality or a dream????/
On another note, i got to know that one of my very close friends has a 1 year old daughter and i dint have a clue!!! till now, "good friends" had withheld news of affairs, marriages, marriage dates......but a baby!!! this takes the cake......but luckily ab yeh sab moh maya ke chakravyuh ko i have successfully broken....so it doesnt really matter to me.....but yes i am really happy for the friend and hopefully i ll get a chance to see the baby since they are in pune itself (i hope they have not taken her underground since i had no clue when i met them a few months bak!!!)
i shud sign off now or i ll miss my bus to office....further updates in next post....
P.S. why do people want to brag in front of "langotia yaars"????? what will u get by impressing them.....they have seen u when u were nothing!!!!!
I listened to a few fav songs after such a long time....And when I listen to songs like "Top of the World", "When you say nothing at all", "It must have been love", "Leaving on a jet plane","Words", "Nothings gonna change" and NO FACE , no image, no memory comes in my mind/sub concious.....i m alone in my world.....then I can say that I have finally arrived!!! So now I can proudly face myself and feel that my peace and happiness have been really earned....it was the high point of my day and a symbol of the end of my struggles and tribulations of the past couple of years.....because you can fight the whole world with conviction but fighting with yourself is a lot tougher.......
Well, i had escaped from office so that i cud do some shopping since there was nothing to eat at home.....and whom do i meet at spencers?? a long lost batchmate from engg days.....itna bada coincidence....since i never go to spencers at that time....and god how people cannot change!! he is still the same (at least in looks:-)).....it feels good to meet people you have known in another era......u relive those days and wonder if such an era did exist......was it reality or a dream????/
On another note, i got to know that one of my very close friends has a 1 year old daughter and i dint have a clue!!! till now, "good friends" had withheld news of affairs, marriages, marriage dates......but a baby!!! this takes the cake......but luckily ab yeh sab moh maya ke chakravyuh ko i have successfully broken....so it doesnt really matter to me.....but yes i am really happy for the friend and hopefully i ll get a chance to see the baby since they are in pune itself (i hope they have not taken her underground since i had no clue when i met them a few months bak!!!)
i shud sign off now or i ll miss my bus to office....further updates in next post....
P.S. why do people want to brag in front of "langotia yaars"????? what will u get by impressing them.....they have seen u when u were nothing!!!!!
1 comment:
Hi Deepti,
Thank god i found a female blogger from MDI...i was wondering why no one blogs...
this post especially about your fav songs...they were my fav songs back in mdi (ofcourse they still are, but thats where it started) my roomie will play them over and over and over and yet we would never get enough and its nice to get lost in that world and nostalgic moments and all...just be careful about your purse in the bus stop ;)
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